Stop this brain!!

Tuesday, January 14, 2009

Twilight delusions: I woke up with a bang in my head, cussing myself from the non-sense i created in my head.. I guess it was 4.25am in the morning. This was again one of the most weirdest dream, this time thanks to my roomie. I can't recall much of this one but was a scary lesbian encounter. Some middle-aged woman was running after me for life. I kept saying that i was not interested but she insisted. Dream reached i point where she was banging my main door and i was accusing my roomie, "Its all because of u". And as all dreams thats when i woke up.
I realised that it was all thanks to her picturesque narration (something that she is very good at) of this movie "Fire". Asking myself to shut up, I forced myself at sleep but in vain. I kept looking at the open terrace door, thinking what if someone comes from here. i felt like a lil child again.. when i used to tug closer to mom or dad and sleep after a silly dream. So, i kept humming a while and faded away eventually..
Movie RUN: hmm.. and then i woke up like all normal human brain... stretched and yawned. As it was my weekly off ... i couldn't decide on which movies will i see... i saw and i saw ... 5 in a day. i thought this will give my non-sensical brain some rest. Postcards from Leningrad, Shadows in Paradise, Cafe Setarah, In the flesh and Caramel. Found Mr.R the man who cycles from Koregaon Park to FC Road at e-square. Had diner.
Walking me down home: Like a jerk, i came up with this brilliant idea for myself... i shall walk down home. Probably, it would tire me enough to stop from this futile unending conversations with myself. So, i walk all the way from sb road piraymds to my home in kothrud.. at 10.30pm. It took me an hour or so. Between, i said lets stop this madness and find a rick. And like all the times of my life it was... u never get something when u want it and u have it when u don't want it... even with a fucking rickshaw, eh?? watever, i had drained myself enough till i reached home. To my surprise, nobody bothered me on the streets.
I was back home again discussing what movie can i watch tomorrow with my roomies. I told her of my dreadful dream and she laughed it off. I told her that i had walked back home and she rebuked me... I was like i wanted to be scolded. I was finally exhausted, dead enough to stop my brain....
But God knows, what it must have cooked up while i was sleeping??