Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I can't fight this feeling....
Its been years... but this thought or watever it is, just stays with me always. i am not loner of any sorts but this feeling scares me. That one day will come, when i will be on a crowded street - amidst people (known/unknown) buzzing past me by and i be screaming, crying out "Help me. Listen to me." But nobody would care to. I don't know why but it just is. I have a bunch load of loving and caring souls who surround me.(Touch wood :) ) But somehow I can't shrug it off. I can't fight it out. It just comes along with me everywhere i go...
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Shoo it off i say ! Coz you want it or not, i'll always follow you like an annoying star !! Love you darling ! That also, not little, but much too much :)
ReplyDeleteDint I tell you I will wait at your door with a smile on my face even if you pelt stones at me and ask me to fuck off..!
ReplyDeleteYes, you might be screaming at a crowded placed begging off people to take me away :) I will, like a stubborn child hang around still.
why worry?
ReplyDeleteyou have a lot of time left...
it's a small-big world.
most of us are born alone
and possibly we will die alone.
fill in the time between the two points with all those who care for you.
you are blessed with friends.
some people are not.
can you be their friends?
myulee my love, I totally understand! I hope you find that zen place soon where there;s no buzzing, no screaming, just companionable silence
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