Buzzz… again

1 I love you and you love me is fine. But I guess the trouble starts when the loving becomes an obligation

2 It has been a long while… but today I almost spend an entire day with myself. I am feeling good about it.

3 Only I can make me happy. I mean sometimes I wonder how do I undergo a string of emotions in a days’ time – happy, sad, anger, helpless and then happy again. And still stay me.

4 I never get to see, hear, feel the evening world – kids playing, birds flying home, colour changing sky… So, I am happy today. Happy for sitting here in my terrace all evening long, after a long long time. I agree I only pay the rent for the god damn terrace, otherwise I could have stayed in any shithole.

5 It takes so long to love somebody – truly completely.

6 I think I am growing old. I contemplate and introspect a lot. Sometimes it really gets on my nerves

7 Ok,a confession. It’s been a long while since I have actually completed a book. I am ashamed

8 Oh, yes. I found my ‘Wilson’. J It’s this little coconut I found on the seashore and it connects me back to that Wilson ball in the film ‘Cast Away’