Waiting and watching the fan move over my head. And my mind is going round and round with it. Wondering how fast I am spinning my web … my life. Suddenly, I feel like I have no control over what lies ahead. That what lies ahead has always petrified me.
I am being to wonder if what picture am I painting. I am scared to fill in the colours. And, neither do I know what am I painting! It all seems so hazy.
It was nice chirpy day when all the silly thoughts began to crowd my mind. It’s just that sometime.. Nothing makes sense.. Neither a life. Everything comes down to zero. It is so scary if life has start from a scratch all over again. Its just that I don’t feel sure enough of what am I heading to. … More importantly why am I going, where I am going.
I can only hope that the road will be a fun ride as it has always been for me.
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zero is the ultimate. we begin as zero and end there to complete a full circle. so don't worry too much about it. all you need to do is to stay firm and try achieve a good life. surely that will be fun if you remain just the way you are now... happy and nice :)
ReplyDeletehow r u? where r u? y arent u blogging? are u still mad at me?
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